i'm awake... and i'm not happy about it.

hello hello... so i'm home for the weekend and i'm just psyched... lol... actually it's kinda weird because i feel like the old me... the me that was like crazy fun all the time. like i feel like i've got my confidence back and i'm not as much of a bitch and i'm laughin all the time again... i don't know if this is because of the people in my life ( Read more... )

i wrote this to a friend a REALLY long time ago... but i thought it mite make people laugh... or maybe u'll just agree and understand... well here it is... laugh away!!!! **names have been removed to protect the innocent ( Read more... )

i dont know what is going on... but priyanka and i were talking last night... and i asked what the worst decision drunk lindsey could make... and pri and i proceeded to make a list... thats when i realized that it didnt' seem like there really was a good decision to be made... you have no idea how depressing that is... i mean i hafta make some ( Read more... )

i know that you can't always have what you want... especially right when you want it... but what happens to those people who don't know what they want... regardless of whether they can have it or not? i had an away message a while ago that said, "why is it that half the time u've got what u want and u don't know it, and the other half of the time ( Read more... )

Ode to the Nice Guys ( Read more... )

hmmmm... so tonight i almost got myself in a shit load of trouble... it's funny tho... cuz while i almost got myself in a shitload of a trouble (i'll tell the story in a min) i was talkin with my teddy bear sortin out my life... so in the process of tryin to fix everything, i almost ROYALLY fucked up my life... good times... so... the story ( Read more... )

tonight i went and watched a walker soccer game... i can't begin to describe how i felt... but i'm going to try... first let me give you something i wrote from march 1st of last year (it's in this journal... so if you feel the desire you can flip back... but i'll just paste it right here ( Read more... )

it's fuckin 8 in the mornin and i can't go back to sleep... why am i in this hell?? aghhhhh... well... i'm home again. that explains a lot, believe me. so yeah, i'm here takin care of mojo (aka alyse, my lil sis) cuz my rents are both outta town and our fuckin fat ass, lame, bitch of a nanny bailed on my parents. not that it upsets me cuz she was ( Read more... )