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well lets see, so much has changed since last time i wrote in here.
um, kecks back in the picture. i still drink, i smoke way more weed than i used to and i've experimented with drugs: ecstacy, coke, & xanax. COOL ME!

it's been about..a week & a half? since i've talked to the main problem of my life :):)
it's been about..2 days since i've gotten completely wasted
it's been about..8 hours since i've gotten completely blowwwnnn
anddd..
it's gonna be about an hour until i'm alll fucked up again!
so life is pretty fucking good right now:D

third eye blind was amazing.
keck met them, & julie touched stephan jenkins hand.
lol, i can't even get over that.
thingss are okay.
i'm waiting for something to happen..
but it's not happening.
GTFOOH:)
lol none of you know what that means..
but its meannnnn! :D:D:D

i'm really dissapointed in a lot of things/people right now. i thought everything was going so great..i thought i had the best friends, you know, the ones i could trust, and the perfect guy, another person i thought i could trust with the world..then it turns out i was wrong about both. i really, truly, honestly do not know who my true friends are ( Read more... )

yesterday at the taylor fireworks me and brittany were standing there and two random guys came up to us were like "you girls smoke? let's go smoke a blunt" so we went and smoked with them..:) ahaaa..then this morning we found a roach in my aunts backyard and we smoked that..and right now i'm highhhhhher than a kite,GIRLS GOT GAMEEEE!

well,obviously things are going way better than my last post. ahaha, but yea..they def. are. summer school is getting not-so-bad, and things went back to normal. thank god, honestly, i didn't realize how much that meant to me until something like that happened. it's funny how none of you even know what i'm talking about, but i j/don't wanna drop ( Read more... )

FUCK MY MOM
FUCK CRAMPS
FUCK TODAY
FUCK PERIODS
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK STUPID ASS FUCKING BITCHES
FUCK BOYS
FUCK IT!

i almost just cried, what's wrong with me ( Read more... )

this summer has been great so far
with the exception of joe getting arrested
kiara getting grounded
and summer school starting today
FUCK..
i guess this summers going downhill,hahah
but it will get better!