today, i spent my WHOLE day watching America's Next Top Model-marathon, that i've already seen before, so i knew all the results. TONS OF FUN, right? i know. i'm pretty sure, well at least hoping that i'll be ungrounded soon..like tomorrow, because i don't want to waste my spring break at my house, that would make me depressed on so many levels, ( Read more... )

for the last few months things have been kind of going downhill, and i don't like to talk about any of these things because i don't like people asking me questions about it, answering questions about it, or even thinking about it ( Read more... )

tomorrow i'm reading a poem, out loud, on world peace in 3rd hour.

i'm trying extremely hard to change in a lot of different ways.

for lent i gave up meat and myspace ( Read more... )

i wish i wasn't so stupid, and wrapped up in someones lies, all summer. blowing off something that could of been so, so good.

everything in my life right now is good. but having a boyfriend, either 1 of the 2 i like would be sososooooo good. one has a girlfriend and the other is just blahhhh and i don't even have words to explain how upset that makes me.

yesterday was good.
marissa is someone i can talk to about things most people would look at me extremely wierd for talking about. i like how she understands me.

sacrifice is giving something up, for something better.

woooo, here we go.

i want to become a better person.
i have mono.
and i promise, extremely soon i'm going to change.
i've made an oath to myself.

when everything feels like the movies, yea, you bleed just to know you're alive.