Let's talk about where EVERYONE is. The fucking football game. FUCKING UGH. i hvae to work. i fucking hate working. i wanna go tailgating and get drunk and root for purdue and possibly get naked.. ok maybe not hte naked part but being resposible SUCKS. I hate that I need money this year and i have to be the moral, responsible, mature child ( Read more... )

i feel like shit ( Read more... )

I went to bed late because i couldnt sleep. not even that but i had some serious homework to get done. so i went to bed around 1:30 which would be decent if i hadnt stayed up till 3 the night before. so basically i've got a lack of sleep going on, too much work, and not enough studying, and it sucks. Brandon threw that in my face lst night too ( Read more... )

So i was pleasantly eating my cheeseburgar for dinner when i realized that it was not a normal burger but infact they put peanut butter on it. Fucking weird people serve us food...that's for damn sure ( Read more... )

She's sick
She feels like shit
She passed up on two classes
and yet
she still has to go to work
cause it's the only night she'll be able to see brandon
oh yea
she's also pathetic.

Life pretty much sucks right now.

Work - got no tips

vinnie - way upset

everyone - driving me nuts

Brhi - missing her like crazy

boys [one in particular] - toying with my emotions

Classes - Demanding

it's rough.

So I scheduled my surgery for Wednesday at 4:15. wish me luck with that. ugh whatever. I talked to Brandon last night. He doesn't like me. Which is pretty lame if you ask me. Why would you lead someone on if you didn't like them. And no... i didnt misinterpret signals. there were PLEANTY of positive signals. oh well. School was plain. ( Read more... )

The things that have come out of sleeping with Brandon Thus far:
1. A surgery that I don't want to have
2. A crush that leads to ridiculous amounts of drunk dialing
3. A UTI.
4. Awkwardness at work

Obviously it's been bad.

Today was...meh. brandon never said anything back to me and work was work. i made some pretty sweet cash... to bad 30 of it was on credit. i need books... BAD. anyways. Kate and i watched the wedding singer tonight. i pretty much just fell in love with that movie. to bad real love isnt like that movie gooshy shit. too bad that no guy would ( Read more... )

Too much drama last night. partly my fault. I'm gonna stop caring what people are fighting about ne more. I can't stand trying to drink and have fun and everyone around me is just being gay. it's getting lame. I felt bad cause I kinda got mad at sharon. but... really nothing was her fault. i appologized right away though. I called brandon ( Read more... )