Call me a loser but I fell in love with the jo-bros...

Call me a loser but I feel in love with the jo-bros...

I have realized why I keep my live journal despite the fact that no one reads it. My reason for it? To let me own thoughts out although I tend to keep it public I write for my own knowledge as if I were writing in a personal journal ( Read more... )

excatly nine days ago i got a call from my ex boyfriend that turned myh world upside down. it was a call i took only as a joke but the sound of his tears told me i was wrng.... excatly nine days ago i lost one of my oldest and dearest friends, and nine days later the pain is still as strong as it was the day he told me. I keep telling myself that ( Read more... )

i dont even remember whens the last time i wrote in here, or what it was about and i refuse to go back in look i refuse to read whatever it was because i refuse to live in the past ( Read more... )

So my life is pretty great right now, i sorta started to realize that I pretty much have TWO true frineds in this world i never thought it would come down to it but it has and you know what looking back on it im pretty glad that its megan and monica.... Considering they are all i have i decided to thank them for everything they do because with out ( Read more... )

so last night as i was laying awake tossing and turning i realized that this rollercoster I'm on needs to end, and im not talkig about get off get back on im talking about full out coming to a stop! I cant do it anymore i cant be the girl in the shadows waiting for the call that seems to take weeks to come. Im sorry but i have had it! See I finally ( Read more... )

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haha that sums up my week.

life seems to be crumbleing down on me everytime i take a step another peice of my world falls ( Read more... )

I'm dricing my self insane, this is going on a week since he we spoke I wanted to tell him the truth I thought he would love me for tthat? I know I fucked up I know what I did was wrong and hurtful but I love him and that's why I told him the truth.... maybe I should of just acted like nothing was wrong acted as if we were okay and nothing was