SO over this past week i have come to learn a real good listen and that is people aren’t always who you think they are. & by people i mean so called friends ( Read more... )

valintines day is comming up and i am so excited cause i have a valintine lol not the very best one but i heart him anyway <3 well Iam not in a very good mood right now but i wanted to give an update ( Read more... )

Ever wonder what marks are time on this earth? or if the little things we do in life actually really do matter? That somethin one man dose can impact thousands of diffrent souls? I believe it can, Again i sit here asking myself why we didnt see it comming why someone couldnt have said something to him to make him stay. Again i sit here and write ( Read more... )

Are you scared of turning out like someone in your life that has caused you pain? May it be a mother, a father an uncle an aunt a brother a sister or even just a so called friend? Are you scared that sometime in yuor life you well end up like them and end up hurting people you love like the ones you love hurt you ( Read more... )

so i got in a fight with my mom today about being frineds with andrew and i dont think it was us being friends part i think she is just scared. I feel super bad taht i let her go to sleep with out telling her sorry for fighting with her. but even though i am sorry that dont mean i am going to stop talking to him because no matter what other people ( Read more... )

You ever tell someone your there for them but have no fucking clue how to be? Fuck dude he's crazy worried and all i do is sit there saying nothing what a fucking ass huh? God could this day get any fucking worse, it starts off with stupid idiots talking trash and making up fucking stupid as lies hello save your fucking drama for high school. Then ( Read more... )

So if you all read my blog from Christmas about my cousin, you all can recall when i said it would hit me later and i would hate myself for not going to the funeral. Well right now at this very moment well feeling alone and needing my shoulder of guidance it has hit me and i hate for not going ( Read more... )

So I'm at that point when nothing feels like its going to change and your just so tired of the same Routine every day every week. I wish something new would happen i wish for excitment and something wonderful to happen. I'm just so bored it all seems the same. every day i wake up watch the baby for an hour clean the house work and come home and ( Read more... )

Its 4am and i can sleep my mind is completely on empty somebody help me... someboday save me from this emptyness hunting my soul. I am so tired yet so awake at the excat same time i didnt even know this feeling was possible i. i wish something could let me know I am alive.

I woke up and called this morning ( Read more... )