sometimes things get hectic. sometimes things get fucked up and don't turn out the way you want them to. sometimes people don't turn out the way you think they will. but i know that i have to take everything as a learning experience and just know that being a teenager is fucked up and shit doesn't always go how you want it. but in the end you have ( Read more... )

lifes good ( Read more... )

the past week has been insaneeee ( Read more... )

i would say the most important thing in my life to me, is being a good friend and making sure i am always there for my friends no matter what. i listen, alllllot to my friends and i just try to be a nice person in general but i feel like i get treated like shit and walked all over. or when i try to talk to an old friend when they are having ( Read more... )

so last week was spent in portland visiting olga, it was amazing. a life changing experience, realizing how immature i am in some situations. i had alot of fun while i was up there and i miss it already, i met alot of wonderful people and saw a beautiful city. i found out alot about myself while i was there, that i can't trust myself and stop ( Read more... )

okay so i found out tons of awesome stuff to do in san diego, who knew ( Read more... )

life has been so great. 4th was fun...kinda. got my license and saw aaron fucking travis, then got it taken away then spent all day with aaron today and now im stuck feeling shitty again. i need a job to get some monayy. really im broke, lame.

shits fucked up.
aids? with child? maybe.
everyone i thought i could turn to has found someone else or we lost what we had. some things will never be the same, i just need someone to turn to.

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im home. its weird, i feel odd sitting in my room not having little kids voices muffled in the background or a dog sniffing around. i miss the sound of kids running upstairs and the sound of trains and the smell of the city. i am not really tired, its the first night i havent smoked bud in 4 days. i already miss sitting out on the porch watching ( Read more... )