i put myself out there for someone and what happens, i just kicked in the ass.

this really sucks and i'm getting tired of it.

"is anybody out there? is anybody there? i just gotta know if you really care?"

ahhhhh i had a lovely weekend....which included:

-a beautiful drive to tucson

-TINA

-an insane tailgate party with jenny man, ryan man, andy man, this guy ben and some other people

-Bud Light ::yummy::

-flip cup / double flip cup by yours truely!

-everyone making out ;) lol

-ryan getting his first kiss LOL

-parliment lights hehe

-drunken walks and ( Read more... )

i got drunk last night at my friend dwaynes with some of my really close friends and it was a blast at first but then out of nowhere i was pushed forcefully down the hall and slammed into the wall by someone who i felt safe with and comfertable around, clint. what the fuck? he had no right to put his hands on me and be so forceful with me. if it ( Read more... )

i start my new job on monday

took a drug test today....passed/ i think :-/

last night my mom found out i quit Hallmark, i admitted it to her tonight over dinner...i dont think she cared

i owe like $400 to the bank..i'm a fucking retard

i'm tired of guys taking advantage of me....i'm an idiot for falling for such bullshit over and over again, i ( Read more... )

I GOT A NEW JOB!!

AT A TILE COMPANY WITH MY BROTHER HAHA DOING FRONT DESK WORK FOR $11.00 AN HOUR!!

FREAKIN YES!

its getting chilly out and i love it..jackets are fun

i'm getting really excited about my new high paying job

i want to start jogging again

i'm half asleep at work

boys are ass' even the older ones....

the play was lovely!

i've been so caught up in thouhts lately. everything being so expensive money has always been an issue in my life. i'm in the hole right now and its not cool. lol i asked my mom for 50cents today for a soda and she flipped..wtf? but whatever. my car is finally running too bad gas is so damn expensive ( Read more... )

I'M IN TUCSON WITH TEDY TO SEE KATIE AND TINA...I'M FUCKING LOVIN IT HERE...

SHOULD I MOVE HERE TO TUCSON? I REALLY WANT TO

LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!!

if anyone is going to see Its Like Love and Troop 101 tonight hit me up...I NEED A RIDE :( my car is still a piece of shit!

Jen? Alex? Anyone?

MY FUCKING CAR BROKE AGAIN!!!

i'm at work and i've been here since 6am...its going to be like that all week and i know i cant take it already. this is so shitty. i dont even want to answer the phone..i make good money i just hate saying the same thing over again...but i get paid to be online all day SWEET.

i need sleep and i dont sleep at all. ( Read more... )