have you ever felt so incredibly lonely when surrounded by so many people in your life?

like you are stuck in a life you cant escape from?

heh

I GOT MY CAR FIXED TODAY! SWEET JESUS! it only cost me $146.41 which is nothing compared to this other place that i took it to last week who said it would be $415.00...I SAY A BIG FUCK YOU TO THAT MY FRIEND! everything that the first place sad needed to be done was done at this other place for like $300.00 cheaper....what a rip off! i'm really ( Read more... )

its so weird already not having Tina around. last night a bunch of us were hanging out like always and she wasnt there, to stop myself from crying i had to make myself think that she was in NY again and play it off like she will be home later.

yesterday was exciting and hard for the both of us. i know that i have a place to vacation at and she ( Read more... )

i was talking to lauren online and it hit me that i want the first year of college experience. i want to go dorm room shopping and move in with a random stranger i dont know. haha

i'm stuck in a rut. i really dont know what i should do about this. i want to go to EVIT for beauty school and i want to go to college but that is way too expensive to ( Read more... )

last night was so much freaking fun. i just hung out with my co-workers from hallmark. i have a new fond love of coconut rum and pina coladas now.

i'm sad chelle is moving TODAY, i talked to jen man today too, yeah she is gone.

i have some pretty depressing news. i'm sure none of you would understand but my brother Evan is engaged with a young lady from mexico, they have been trying to get her back to the states to become a citizen since december 2004, they went to this hearing today that would decide if she would be coming home tomorrow or not.....Access: Denied! WTF! my ( Read more... )

 its offical ladies and gentlemen! i have 11 piercings! 9 in my ears, my noise, and the newest hole in my body........my BELLY BUTTON! haha i got bored the other night after work so my co-worker drove me to university and rurel to club tattoo and i got tagged! haha my mom just saw and she is pissed *whats new?* shes all thanks for respecting my ( Read more... )

so my car isnt fixed yet and its really pissing me off cuz i have no clue what todo about it ( Read more... )

river 10am tomorrow with Bricey, T-love, Johnny and i dont know who else! if you want to go call me early or RIGHT NOW!

this is an add-on to last nights post...

BRADY FUCKING ALLING ROCKS MY SOCKS HARDCORE!