hmm well back and not AS sad... just when i was feeling a certain someone made it all better ( Read more... )

hmm for some reason i feel so... depressed... hmm ( Read more... )

mm well this is my 30th blog apparently... so yeah ( Read more... )

my my... well my blogs arent EMO!! you guys are EMO!! goodness... emo is like.. i wanna die i wanna cut my writs! == i havent written in ages.. cos .. .lazy.. and no need to think by writing it down...

well the past few days i feel closer to my close friends even more and more.. which is AWESOME!!! so yeah... =] i am really happy actually...

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i was told my blogs are emo =( they are so not manda!! xD ( Read more... )

lol well the induction i accidentally stuffed up =S the induction was pretty good besides that part ( Read more... )

feeling much better... though occasionally ( Read more... )

hmm well after that blog i talked to uzma.. basically my counsellor..  [far out that looks incorrectly spelt...] i was feeling better...

- old memories and feelings, flood my system, overriding everything... no control... none.. -

well i watched king arthur =] *Sigh* keira knightley... very very pretty woman... not HOT like meranda kerr... but keira ( Read more... )

after this you will understand that... my life is in balance. one night i am alright, happy and proud. the next i am sad, lonely and frustrated ( Read more... )

"i am so annoyed about not knowing.. about being confused and uncertain where i am going. i wish i could skip all this teenage times and away from these hormonal etc. just skip to where i am older and wiser ( Read more... )