mm well... it is half yearlies time... and life doesnt get any more stressful for a normal kid like me.

i dont know why i am writing to a random blog, that no one reads =P but *shrugs* and it is HYs ... as well.. shouldnt i be studying?? [is what you would be asking... whoever YOU maybe]

i have been watching anime and taking it easy .. sorta in ( Read more... )

life.... someone tell me what it is.. someone tell me our very reason for living ( Read more... )

*sigh* ... what is a boy to do when he is sick of .... what he treasured so much before...
what is this boy meant to think when what he learned for years have now became nothing but  a idea in his head.
when that thing that he thought over ruled life, death and living at the same time.

his heart is broken.... not by anyone but himself. it is gone ( Read more... )

thy silky hair wavers in the wind,
like a top that always spins
thou art no angel
then why doth it seem be?

how did thy come to my senses,
my senses of ignorance and blindness
why do I run away from such beauty
why art you here in front of me, but not?

i must not quaver in my sleep
i must not hide from my gifts
i must not run by thy heart
thy face, thy ( Read more... )

did i lose by acting upon my own feelings and ideas??
am i wrong to have spoken out, and walked out of what i knew as life. dull. depressing and melancholy?
was i in the wrong to have let  myself open up, and risk all i had just o live? to live what i now know as life, the life that is very pleasing, the very life that will rip you in half and spit ( Read more... )

"a mixture of happiness and confusion just flush right and a revive the dead half of my personality.

the past few days have been quite depressing... and repressing it with  friends who are able to entertain me for a while and leave me quite brain dead. enough to make me forget. it is like alcohol without the big drop at the end... but the problem ( Read more... )

so beautiful.... it is like the world stops just so i can see you smile. so i can hold you so tight. so close ( Read more... )

ahh ( Read more... )

look what you have done ( Read more... )

she aint annoying ( Read more... )