My guinea pig died this morning at my parent's house. She was really sick, and started to look a lot better (getting fatter, running around, squeaking and begging for food), but this morning made a turn so sharp she was gone before my parents could get a vet on the phone. Its odd, really, that it was raining this morning. I was feeling sad ( Read more... )

some new neighbors moved in across the hall. their fucking kid screams on top of its lungs every night. last night i swear it grew six heads and each of them was screaming a different pitch and rhythm. something is not right over there and its keeping me up all the time. i don't know what to do about it. call the police with a noise complaint ( Read more... )

so i lost my favorite hat in the whole wide world at trivia night. i was so sad that i wore black to mourn it. i DID, however, get a Lazaro bridesmaid dress (the same guy who designed claire's $4400 wedding dress/veil) for $0.99 on eBay yesterday.

i need to vent. i've been very happy with my job, overall, mostly because the craziness was bareable because of my coworkers. the last month was particuarly good, as me and eliana were the only ones here. but my coworker just came back from a month in israel and we had to face some facts and admit some shortcomings and set some solution deadlines ( Read more... )

i haven't written in a while. i think its because writing all the details of my everyday in this damn thing just ignites my tendency to overanalyze everything. i've been writing in this thing for what seems like forever and it feels like now that i have found some stability in my life i don't need to write in it anymore. im ::so:: over it. ( ( Read more... )

theres no crying in birthdays.

i slept like a baby last night. man, i woke up at 5am and was like, i think i just had the best rest of my life and i still had two hours to go. unfortunately the rest of the morning was restless, but god that was good sleep.

its my party i can cry if i want to.

not surprising, after i completed my last post i ended up laying on the ground of an empty office in the dark with a blinding migraine. and by blinding i mean, i couldn't see anything, just lots of little flashy, colored lights ( Read more... )

i cut myself this morning while preparing the veggies and humous i brought for lunch. this morning was a rough start again, i don't know why i have been waking up in such a bad mood. i can't seem to get out the door on time. it was miserable sitting in the humid mess that is the subway station, waiting for the A train for about 20 minutes. half ( Read more... )