it seems like me and dad never get along anymore ( Read more... )

i am SO sick of being used ( Read more... )

puppy was put to sleep early saturday morning. 7/2/05. Rest In Peace Sherman....we miss you so much.
♥♥looking at new puppies tomorrow though. we can't go much longer w/out a dog....it's sad ( Read more... )

wow....i have noticed a pattern. i only update like, once every 2 months? haha i'm gonna try to do it more often, but it's hard. i get a litttle busy.
so anyways...update, from what i can remember from the last entry...

_graduated. it was pretty exciting. &&i got a good bit of money from friends, but not much family. pfft ( Read more... )

wow...i haven't written in here in SO long. things are goin alright i guess. graduation is in about a month and half....and i go to Alaska the 26th of may. i'm stoked about that. get out of this disgusting place known as colorado springs. eh...it's so boring here. and i'm kinda sick of everything that's going on. i can't stand all the hypocrites ( Read more... )

again...bleh. school is gay. it's freezing. i don't have a license anymore. =( but yah...whatever. plenty has happened since my last entry. but for some reason, i just don't feel like writing it all down...i've explained it enough times already. in short, life sucks. but i still like jason. and braden. uh oh, love triangle? haha nahh...we'll see ( Read more... )

god....i'm SO bored?! stupid school....they're so gay. bleh. today was supposed to be senior skip day, but half the gay-ass kids whimped out. oh well......me and julia hung out for a while, then she went home to feed her cat? she probably went back to school too. geez. so i ended up cleaning the house since dad's comin home tonight. then mrs. ( Read more... )

Dang. . . .drove allll the way to Estes Park to see Dan. then i couldn't even freakin find him?! i was SO bummed! what a waste of a trip?! =( it was kinda a nice road trip though. . . slightly boring, because i had to go by myself, but it was still cool. i really really wish i could have seen him though. that sucks! hmph! well...hopefully we'll ( Read more... )

man. . . some people are just SO stupid.

I'm over it. I don't care anymore. It took some really long converstions with various people to make me realize this. But I can do so much better. I deserve so much more than this. I never thought he was capable of this much hurt and pain, but I guess I'm kinda good at over-estimating people? who knows. . . .we talked about it once, and he asked me ( Read more... )