So, I told him everything...and even after that..he still loved me...still wanted to be with me...even when i pushed him away...he still came back... I guess i'm stuck with him... I love him even more...

it feels like i'm dying inside...this pain i feel in my chest....everytime i lie to him...everytime he tells me he loves me...everytime we have a fight and i can't bare to look and him...but he asks me to...and when i do...it hurts..

I will be strong
I will survive
I will not cry
I will not fall
I will faulter
I will fight
I will win..

like the title says..school starts on thursday...and i'm taking freakin 5 classes... and i'm so excited and scared at the same time for school to begin... I tell myself each year that I will do better than the previous year...pay more attention and put more effort into doing things..but there are always things come up to distract me from my goal.. ( Read more... )

I didn't eat all day...I prolly won't eat tomorrow too...too much on my mind...

well..summer is about to end...finished summer school..i think i did okay in my class ( Read more... )

so i finally opened my fortune cookie today that i got yesterday..guess what it says it says: "Star light, star bright you will get ur wish tonite" so i'm thinking...what's gonna happen tonite?? But david's coming already...so that can't be the wish i will get....but i think i have a pretty good idea what the "wish" that will be coming true tonite ( Read more... )

What if telling something to someone you love, would only hurt them? Would you still tell them? Or would you just keep it away from them? What if they don't ask about it? Would it be okay then? I feel like i should tell this person...but telling them would just "burst their bubble," wouldn't it be best just to let them be happy? I mean...that ( Read more... )

so today i tried to find this one class i wanted to add into..but i got the wrong room and there was no one there of course...and feeling like the idiot i do..i decided to write about it..and then go play some more games on myspace...off to myspace now.. =)

School ( Read more... )