SO I WENT TO TARGET AND GOT ONE OF THOSE GAMES THAT YOU HOOK UP TO THE T.V. THATS LIKE FIVE OLD NAMCO/ATARIE GAMES AND HAVE BEEN PLAYING GALAXIAN, RALLY-X AND MRS.PAC MAN ALL NIGHT. GOOD TIMES. I ALSO BOUGHT THE MOVIE FREE WAY. IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT - RENT IT NOW! OTHER THEN THAT NOTHING GREAT HAS HAPPENED. SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY I GUESS ( Read more... )

ONCE AGAIN PEOPLE ARE PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF --BY THE WAY IF YOU ARE READING THIS W/ VIRGIN EYES I WOULD TURN AWAY NOW. SO SOMETHING HAPPENED BETWEEN MY STEP-FATHER AND MY SOON TO BE WIFE. I'M NOT SURE I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY WHATS GOING ON -- JUST LOTS AND LOTS OF LIES. I'M REALLY SICK OF THE BULL SHIT - ITS BAD ENOUGH THE ONE WHO HOLDS MY ( Read more... )

I CANT SEEM TO FEEL TODAY. -MAYBE THE HURT IS FINALLY OVER AND NUMBNESS HAS REGAINED ITS REIGN OVER MY WOUNDED SOUL. -BUT DOES THE HURT EVER REALLY GO AWAY? MAYBE THE NUMB SENSATION IS JUST THE BODY IGNORING THE HURT. ALL I KNOW IS THAT I'M SICK OF THE BULLSHIT. PEOPLE NEED TO GROW UP AND REALIZE THAT THEIR JUST ANOTHER PRETTY FACE IN A ROOM ( Read more... )

SO SPRING BREAK WAS GOOD -- I HAD AMY WITH ME FOR THE MOST PART. SATURDAY I SPENT BABY SITTING JESS WITH HELENA. THEN I TOTALLY GOT A 'B' PLAYING DDR-- HOW COOL IS THAT. THEN JESS SHAVED HER HEAD--- NOW SHE LOOKS LIKE A CANCER PATIENT, BUT I LOVE HER ANYWAYS ( Read more... )

^ if you want to know what it means --ask me. ANY WHO UMMM I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN A WHILE AND PEOPLE WERE COMPLAINING. -- SO HERE I AM PLEASING YOU ALL AGAIN. I WENT TO ROCKY LAST NIGHT AND TOOK TWO VIRGINS! -- MADE OUT WITH SARAH ( WISH I WOULD HAVE DONE MORE , BUT SHE WAS WORKING. ) GOOD TIMES. BEEN PLAYING GUITAR ALOT. -- NOTHING MUCH ( Read more... )

WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN. ne who this weekend was stressful. firday mom picked me up from school and i went to work with her. then i worked saturday too came home, took a shower, and then went to my other mommy's house where a stayed up all night blowing up balloons for my baby bubba's party. - and finding new ways to make balloons interesting -like ( Read more... )

SO TODAY WAS IRRITATING. I'VE FELT LIKE SHIT AND HAD TO RUN IN WEIGHT LIFTING. LATELY I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THAT 'DEEPER MEANING' TO THINGS - BUT I CANT SEEM TO FIND IT.I GUESS WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY FEEL LIKE A FAILURE YOU START TO QUESTION MORE THAT YOU NORMALLY WOULD IN A BETTER STATE OF MIND. MAYBE I'M JUST CRAZY OR MAYBE I'M JUST INSECURE- BUT ( Read more... )

--WHY CANT I FEEL MY FACE YOU ASK? WELL LETS SEE TODAY I GOT 2 FILLINGS.. FIRST TIME EVER TO HAVE THIS SHIT DONE. SO THEY SHOOT ME UP WITH THIS NOVOCAINE RIGHT- AND THE STUFF IS SUPPOSED TO WARE OFF IN ABOUT 2 HOURS BUT NNNNNNNNNOOOOOO ITS BEEN LIKE 6 ( Read more... )

wow i didn't wake up tell 1:30 - but i went to sleep at 2am and woke up every 45min! until about 10am and finally slept through tell 1:30. - took a shower and ate a brownie and now i think i'll go smoke a cig. - not to bad of a start for my day, but i'm sure it will all be down hill from here.

today was crap-- started crying in my 5th hour because my back hurt soooo bad. came home and went to sleep with the heating pad on my back for like 4hours-- it didnt help any. family went to eat at Taste of Texas for dinner.. i had a thick, bloody steak it was good ( i could NEVER be a vegetarian) came home and talked to danny online for a while ( Read more... )