the more i try to forget, the more i have to forget.
i don't know what to do anymore.

i'm just a butterfly trying to get her wings...

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& she screams.

Two weeks since he's talked to me.
I still love him.

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So maybe I am the clingy ex-girlfriend ( Read more... )

I miss the way his after shave smells.
I miss the way he'd always miss a little spot when he shaved.
I miss the way he'd pout.
I miss the way he looked at me.
I miss the way he kind of frowned while he was reading.
I miss how he told me he wanted me to be Mrs. Dill.

And I still want to...

I miss everything so much ( Read more... )

We had so many plans ( Read more... )

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This could be easy.
I could drink myself into a stupor.
I could go and smoke a pack of cigarettes to calm myself.
I could go to the club and dance and forget.
I could go fuck every horny guy I meet.
I could go to Robert.
This could be easy.
Too bad I don't want easy.
I want him.