I'm with Brad. This journal has served its time. If it were paper, the book would be well past full. Time to move on from a great many things. This is just one of them.
You are fear. and doubt. and your excuses are full of ingreditents that keep you hating yourself.
And all the fucking bullshit you say out loud....
Unaware of your clear exterior, You ramble on an on - but after you see what they saw - a little girl And you guiltily remove yourself from the spotlight