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i haven't written for a while
i don't too much about this journal much more
the problem now is joe is leaving for new york in about 3 weeks.
i'm eventually moving up to NY to be with him
but the fact is
it wasn't supposed to be this soon.
i don't know what to do.
i'm quite miserable to be honest.

i havent been creeped out for quite a long time
but something today at worked deserves the "creep award"

i'm sitting next to a 50 year old man.
i walked back down our cubicles
and i caught him taking a picture of me with his phone.
now thats just fucked up.

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i'm sad to say this but soon I will be a highschool drop out.
i'm a total and complete failure.
my only hopes on going to college is getting my GED.
who would've thought it would come down to this?

this new years sucked.
major ass.

mike and i are moving to southside
3 bedroom house with amber and matt
beautiful. cheap. amazing.

so i dont have a father.
he disowned me for his new family.
sweet.

yeah 90 days clean today.
craved to use all day today. i hate school.

this week needs to end.
ASAP.