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Got to hand in the "essay" today eeek - I am going to eat as little as possible today, an apple for breakfast, a can of soup for lunch and salad for dinner. Got to go to the gym as well - my weight is still 107 arrrrgh I am so fat I can’t believe it. Got to keep up this momentum until the 25th of October - my friends big party.

Been fasting - I made it 5 days YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY,It was tough because I have started back at school.

I lost like 8 pounds which takes me down to 107. Neeto but still fat.

Shit - I fucking collapsed at home. I stood up too quick and hit my head of the coffee table now I have a massive bruise - My mum is making mac and cheese which I have to eat ( Read more... )

1st day, I was about to break my fast with an apple and I thought - what is the fucking point in making these promises to your self in the first place if you are just going to break them, either just get fat and disgusting or stick to the fast don’t be a pussy about it. Its like I am scared of success or something.

Ok 18 day fast starting now!

I’m sorry - I had to delete everything, all my posts are about failure and how weak and pathetic I am. From now on I am going to be perfect.