I'm finally all settled in my dorm.
Everything is starting to fall into place.
I think that I'm going to be okay.
I was really freaking out for the past few weeks. 
I like my dorm and roomate.
I'm making friends.
I don't really have much to update on.

Okay so this is really sad and depressing... 
I had to go out to my car to get a text book. 
I was late to my class and by the time I got up to Mr. Borowski's room nobody was there.
I forgot that we were going on an underground/behind the scenes tour of East today.
So now that I've found safety in Mr. Bremer's room I'm going to be okay!

Anywho... I ( Read more... )

I've been really out of it for the past few days.  Nothing has been going wrong it's just been very blah. I'm really excited because my birthday is coming in 20 days. It's my 18th birthday and my golden birthday. The night before I'm going to the Flyleaf concert with my friend/manager Emma. Then on my birthday I'm getting my first tattoo. Emma is ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning at about 5:15-ish.
I was wide awake and couldn't go back to sleep.
I check my e-mail and there's one from him.
He apologized for missing my call.
He attached a song to the e-mail.
I open it and download it and it made me cry.
It's from HIM and it's called Beautiful.

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
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I told him on Friday that he scares me because I've never loved somebody this much before.
I told him that it scares me because I don't want to get hurt.
He said that I shouldn't be scared because he would never hurt me. 
He also said that I'm different when we talk on the phone than when I e-mail him.
I haven't talked to him since then.
But I've done a ( Read more... )

I am not one of those girls who guys have to explain why they didn't call (or e-mail in my case). Sure I would love to get a phone call or e-mail from him everyday. But if I don't that's okay. It's not a big deal to me. I don't ever want to be one of those girls. The kind that freaks out because her boyfriend didn't call and listen to her list ( Read more... )

I'm in my 5th hour right now. It's been a little while since I've posted. Last monday I sent out Mike's package. He got it a few days ago. I sent me an e-mail telling me that he got it and that he loved how it smelled. I spritzed the note that I put in it with my favorite perfume. These past few days I've been going through some random emotions. ( Read more... )

Wow, It's been almost a year since I've posted on this thing. 
I'll fill you guys in on whats going on. 
Even though I really don't think anybody reads this since I don't write in it...
Anyways... I'm a senior now, I'm going to UW-GB next year.
I am in love, and am very happy.

i just don't understand captain crunch. that's all in the past, my mouth has healed after being torn apart by it's sharp cereal edges, and i'm a better person now. i think that's all for now, just have to confront my inner demons concerning cocoa puffs now. that stupid bird, he's such a crackhead. and hair gel. wtf.

So I haven't updated in a few days ( Read more... )