So I had the guts to go to a concert by myself and I decided that if it went ok I would buy a ticket to see Taking Back Sunday...but guess what ....it's FUCKING SOLD OUT!  I am sooooooo upset....I wanna cry.

"Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?"

So I say FUCK the world and my disillusioned ideas of what it thinks of me.....and may I say it feels mighty fine!  I've gotten over the sick warped thoughts in my mind....atleast for long enough to attend a rockin concert that I'm sure is going to be amazing, not to mention a concert that includes one of my favorite bands....and yes I am going by ( Read more... )

It's creeping back, and I'm having trouble ignoring it. Everytime I think I'm surviving well without it, it all comes rushing back. The nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach, the electric shock zipping thru my veins, the crazy jig it makes me do, the utter excitement of it all....but the sadness, lonliness, and despair that comes with it can't ( Read more... )

Dear Pisces, try not to be fooled by others who are not really straight with you. If you don't know the person very well, and you aren't sure about them, trust your instincts. Because you tend to care so much for others, it can be easy for you to feel sorry for someone and bend over backward to help. Make sure that the person you give help to ( Read more... )

I just checked my email and got a concert update. My Chemical Romance is playing the Ogden tonite and tomorrow nite. Sluts! I want to go, but I don't have anyone to go with. Life sure is a bite in the ass sometimes ( Read more... )

Just when you think that everything is going fine in your life things seem to catch up with you and explode right in your face. Sure, bad things are a part of life, but a life riddled with bad things sucks...when is it just a part of life and when does it become unfair and too much to handle? But on the other hand, I have it so much easier than a ( Read more... )

So my little vacation was nice, but not as fun as I expected it to be...oh well, typical of my life, I don't know why I expect things to go the way I want cuz they never do. I need to learn to speak spanish...then I wouldn't feel so left out and bored when hanging out with my brother and his gang...he tells me all the time that his children aren't ( Read more... )

I can't fucking believe it's already July....this year is more than half over now....scary....I just keep getting older and older but not much wiser! haha....I'm so excited...there's only 14 more days until I get to go to albuqerque and visit my brother and his wife and maybe shaun (hehe)....and smelly I really hope you get to go with me, not that ( Read more... )

Yikes.....so here I sit paying bills and finding out that I've spent waaaaaay too much money over the past few days when I decide to read my horoscope....in a nutshell this is what it says...."A tepmporary panic over money matters could well hit you today, Rachel." How freaking true! I am going to be short paying augusts bills so I guess that ( Read more... )