He's clearly never going to change. Telling someone you have fun making them cry, saying you want someone and then never doing anything about it, telling someone you don't want them out of your life. whatever ( Read more... )

My heart hurts.
I can't seem to get my thoughts still. I am trying really hard to focus on everything but him. I deleted everything I could today. 
Why am I having such a hard time handling this? What does he have that someone else doesn't have? I can probably do so much better, but for some reason he has a hold on me.
I want so badly to forget. I ( Read more... )

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