So i had an awesome time last night. Things with Erik have been weird. He's someone who keeps me on the edge of my seat. We still hung out a couple of times..and well were not in the band anymore..Were just friends. There was a time that he said something that really got me upset so i stopped talking to him for a couple days..he called me and ( Read more... )

so alot has happened.. Erik and i had a talk the other day well it was actually a long time ago that we had this talk.. and well he's not looking for anything serious right now. We still have kept hanging out.. at least once every week. He has been inviting me to cups of coffee... and well were not in the band anymore. He is teaching me guitar.. ( Read more... )

im so confused. Things right now with erik are a bit weird. Maybe its just me..idk. I mean he hasnt told me anything weird..but its just that i saw him last night..and we hung out for like 20 mins..we were just talking in his car..and like idk..i felt weird..like i felt i was keeping him there and he ddint want to be there. I dont know. Were ( Read more... )

so umm alot of stuff has been going on.. Erik and i have kept having practices and such.. I actually spent one of the best weekends with him..last weekend actually. We had practice on friday..that was fun and then again on saturday. On saturday we went to the beach..to have practice there. When we got there we just chilled and talked for a while.. ( Read more... )

well..i had a good day today.. My friend Erik and i have started this band..Were called Shotguns&Shorelines he plays guitar and i sing. We had our first practice today..we wrote a song together..the song isnt quite well finished yet, but its almost there. I think its really good progress for our first practice. He also told me i could burn a mix cd ( Read more... )

well i just got home from my appoinment not too long ago. The doctor read me my results..and he said that i came out positive for the ana panel and the s/m anti something panel..i believe. He thinks im developing lupus that there is a possibility. i have 3 out of 11 symptons, but you need 4 to be fully diagnosed... He prescribed me medication to ( Read more... )

its difficult being told that your body is attacking itself.. my immune system..the one that should be fighting off diseases..is attacking my body.. the doctor said that i may be developing some sort of arthritis..or lupus. Both are sucky conditions. But before i left..he said he thinks it may be lupus. Lupus is said to be a more serious disease..i ( Read more... )

i had a pretty awesome day today! i worked 9-6..then i went home..and had dinner..chilled for a while..chris then texted me and asked me to hang out..so we did, but only for a lil bit, cause i had plans for 9. we hung out until 8:40..we went to main place..walked around did some shopping. I bought a top at hot topic that he liked. He saw me looking ( Read more... )

right now i feel confused. Not sad or anything, actually content. There is this guy named chris who i used to talk to a long time ago..i think i met him in january..and i stopped talking to him. because back then i didnt want anything to do with guys..and i was into martin also. So chris and i started to talk again a couple weeks now. I didnt think ( Read more... )

ahh why does he keep showing up wherever i go? i see sammy everywhere now-a-days. I mean dont get me wrong its awesome, but why does it keep happening? it was just a normal friday..after work ..my sis had asked me to hang out at the block with victor and monse. and so we go grab something to eat..after that we walk around the block..went to a ( Read more... )