my heart hurts today. stupid boys. fuck. why do i do this to myself?

the cold hits my skin ( Read more... )

i've been all over the place the last few days ( Read more... )

number one on my list: school. i only have one class this semester but it's enough. i think because it's all i have to focus on right now, it consumes most of my thoughts and i just feel like i have so much pressure. will i pass, probably. but i've missed a ton of class and 2 of the 8 web assignments so far. i've failed one quiz, and the other quiz ( Read more... )

my insides are all twisted up. i seriously am being stupid. i think i'm ready to move on. but i can't find the right person to move on with. thought i had someone but what a mess she turned out to be. i have another in mind but it'd never work. it would but for reasons i can't let go of here, i know it will probably never be ( Read more... )

i taste you when your absence is suffocating ( Read more... )

"But love ain't no piece of gum you spit out after it's lost its flavor ( Read more... )

"i'm even more terrified... scared stiff... and stopped... by the knowledge that with that one little act, i'm far beyond capable of hurting him. the blade's in my hand and i'm holding it to his throat ( Read more... )

so today was valentine's day ( Read more... )

all i have to say to 09... good riddance ( Read more... )