Alrite i hate my life and im ready 4a new one. im beyond sick of everything. im depressd n lonely all the time. im surounded by people 247 and im dne. im just dne. c.w ur drivin me nutz here already i care bout u n i miss u alot bt at the same im wndrn if i need a break. idk what to do all i can say is sumbody shoot me.

I feel like i keep reliving all my relationshpz continuously. ive had sum real nitemares and im just combusting on spot. is it becuz i hold all my feelings n? is it becuz im just that guarded? i still dnt knw if its even a bad thng. ys life so confusing? i need a road sign or a map 4 dis one. cherry

I wish i had all the answerz. i wish i realy knew what i wantd. i wish 4 u. even tho u dnt knw thats what i wish 4. i wish i could 4get u like we neva met everyday i just wish to start anew. im lonely 4 u. i miss the way it used to be but mst of all i miss ur love and smile and joy u brought 2 my life. where ru?

It feels like the harder i try the mre it builds up. like im brickin myself n and its hopeless and tiresum. wish this was mre upbeat but its my life.

Man what a day. i just wish life had road signs like dangerous curve ahead slow down even bump would b nice! o well.

alright so its over with me and david for good not going back he can kiss it. yeah i know uve heard it before but ALOT happened and now here i am tryna survive this life and make it better for dj...i took the first step so lets see what happens i love and miss you guys. lauren thanks for the support i miss you. well that's all thats new ttylcherry

alright so me and david are gonna give it one last shot...my mom pushed me wayyy over the deep end this time and im moving to nc after a couple months there im moving to sc maybe thing's will work out for me but if not bet ur ass im not coming back here :)! lol i dunno things are strange but i might as well go and give it one last try...besides ( Read more... )

so yeah...we've over as soon as he gets the money for gas he's moving up to nc to live with his mom... my mom looks hella happy ... bahumbug... oh well..it was bound to happen... ttyl

cherry

so here's the deal lately.... talked to lauren told her pretty much everythings thats up.. i talked to christopher...jesus christ that was odd as shit...the oddest 15 minutes of my life... which wouldnt have been so odd if robbie wasnt his brother and christopher didnt cheat on me when we were dating... but we talk about our kids... about his ( Read more... )

ok so im talking to a good friend the other night and we're doing our usual flirt that doesnt go anywhere for the obvious reasons of it just doesnt... lol and now im confused on our relationship and feel kinda odd so yeah..input here ttyl.

cherry