You never meant to hurt me, I know. So you ripped me apart instead, you tore my very soul to bits. Shattered my heart to pieces. Leaving me aching, and breathless. Is this what it is to love? To give somone so many feelings, feelings you could never give to another, give someone a part of you no one has ever seen, ALL of you - for that matter - , ( Read more... )

She writes with a little red pen, symbolizing her life. Blood, hate, pain. She stops, thinks, stares. She pulls out a big pink marker, and writes about her life. Full of love and happiness. And then she realizes...She pulls out a black marker. The one with which she used to draw stitches upon her skin. And writes about her love. There is no ( Read more... )

You put a hole in my heart. And brought a million tears. Now I will show you pain. Pain worse than you could ever imagine. Worse than your most terrible nightmare. I will continue to love you. I will give you my all, my everything. And I will sit back and watch what you do when it's all gone. Erased. Tucked away in a magic little history book that ( Read more... )

These are some layouts that I have made. I'm just testing my "blogger" for them. Teehee.


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Everyone wants to be loved, everyone. I want to be loved. I NEED to be loved. I’m afraid to be alone. Who am I? I’m no one. Just nothing. Just another face in the crowd. Just someone to be forgotten. Will I be remembered when I’m gone? What is there to remember? I’m nothing special. I’m just nothing. A nobody. There’s nothing to love about me. No ( Read more... )

Everytime I see you, hear you, speak to you… I feel useless. Every second, I feel useless. What did I do? Did I push you away? Did I not pull in close enough? WHAT THE HELL DID I DO? Do you see what you’ve done to me? I’m empty inside without you. I’m sorry. I’ll say it over, and over again. I’M SORRY, I’M SORRY, I’M SORRY. Will you ever forgive me ( Read more... )

Today was weird.I was talking to Ashley after lunch,and it felt like we were still going out. Marie said she thinks me and Bethanie would make a good couple. Better than her and Carrie,and me and Ashley.She told Bethanie that she thought that,and Bethanie said that if her and Carrie ever REALLY broke up,that she would definately want to go out ( Read more... )

Well,today was no good.Ashley and Carrie were walking around acting like THEY were going out.They wouldn't even talk to us.Ashley couldn't even look me in the eye.When she first got to school in the morning,she started crying...And Carrie started "Comforting" her.It's like she wanted pity.Why the fuck does SHE need pity.If she didn't want it to ( Read more... )

Well...Ashley broke up with me. I don't know what it is...I guess I'm just not loveable...And the same thing I said before,I guess I'm just not supposed to be with anyone...But,oh well.She said she didn't know if we should go out or not,and she doesn't know what's in her heart.I don't know what the hell that means,but oh well...

How Stereotypical You Are...

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The Generic Teenager StereotypeDo you drink [alcohol]?OccasionallyDo you party a lot? How often?Nope...Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?Recreational? Like,fun?How often do you use the word like in an average hour?Maybe 10Do you skip classes? How often? ( Read more... )