I think I miss you ( Read more... )

I never lied to you. That's just your mind convincing you that I did.
I guess it's nice to know you were never really a true friend.

I am officially eighteen.
I have officially joined the ipod phenomenon.
I'll be getting bookssssss soon. :] Thanks to my wonderful mommy.
Life is good; I love my family, I love my girlfriend, I love me.

Oh! I'll be seeing STYX in January.
Oh snap.

It is officially December twenty-second. Tomorrow, I will be eighteen.
It is the beginning of my adult life, but I don't know what I'm going to do with it. I know what I want to do. The question is: can I accomplish it? I need to learn to be comfortable with who I am. I need to learn to speak what's on my mind, or what isn't; just, to speak. I am ( Read more... )

You say you didn't know how you were supposed to be treated by a best friend before you met him? Personally, I think you didn't know how to be a bitch until you met him. You know, if you hadn't walked away from me, thrown me into the trash with everything else, we would still be best friends right now. I would have never left your side, no matter ( Read more... )

I wish I could live for the moment rather than in the past
I wish all the hatred would go away
I wish I could be happy with who I am
I wish I could fix it all
I wish I did not have to grow up

I don't think I'm going to become writer. It would be amazing, a dream come true. Too good for me. I don't want to be one of those people stuck in a job they hate. I want to write. I want to pour my mind out onto paper, for all the world to read. I'm afraid it will never happen. I'm not capable. I've been told that I am a wonderful writer. I ( Read more... )

Yes, I was waiting. There was a specific reason for that. I've decided that I am going to marry you, and you are going to have my little leprechaun babies. You asked me once if I really wanted my first time to be with you. Yes, I do. You don't have to worry about forcing anything on me. Like you've told me a million times, I'm difficult. I'm not ( Read more... )

You've made me realize just how horrible I am. You haven't done it intentionally, and I know you will disagree with me - but it's true. I'm not angry with you.

I will never get married. I will never have a family of my own. And after what I've been through today, I can assume that I'm going to be a complete failure altogether.

But, like I said, I'm ( Read more... )

You're sitting in math class, trying to work extremely difficult problems. The teacher yells at you, calls you an idiot, and says that you will fail in life if you can't get the problems right. You figure out what you're doing wrong, and work them some more. You feel confident about your abilities, and think that you're finally getting the problems ( Read more... )