Happy Birthday.
I'm hoping you are having a party in heaven.
I'm hoping to make some egg nog this week.
Maybe I will get to share some with you.
I really don't think I have ever missed or needed you this much before.
I love you.
I'll see you when I see you.

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today i came up with a good route for a long bike ride. think i might buy a bike tonight.
and perhaps ill see you soon.
perhaps not. not sure.
thanks for the gym rita.
work now. gotta go get people drunk and get paid for it

is

in
a
whatever

mood

.

work

needs

to

end

soon

for real? am i spending my almost whole day off looking up the obituaries of my family and friends? I can't get the two of you off my mind.
i miss you more and more. it hurts. so bad.
sigh'
i wish you were closer.
and alive.
that would be swell too.

my memories have been shaken apart.

I don't want to hear it. Someone gave you the manual on how to hurt my feelings ( Read more... )

so i just washed my second ipod
im drunk
really drunk
a what you would call a not so hot mood
and am apparently doing something that is considered a cop out.
it happens, i guess

If I could express my emotions on this screen it would be unreadable. I say this with the intent that you can imagine what it would look like if I beat the keyboard with my fists until it broke into countless pieces. Until my bones escape the skin of my hands. Until I exhaust myself from loss of blood from my broken fingers. I still can't seem to ( Read more... )

Is it not funny how some things can just pop out of no where and make everything else so insignificant? Is it also not funny how people you haven't known existed for a while can just pop up. I have a question. Is there some reason why you couldn't have spent time with her when she could open her eyes? When she knew your name? When she could hug you ( Read more... )

can i get a witness ( Read more... )