On the Edge

[userlain]

I think my user pic describes pretty well how I've been feeling everyday for the past two months. I may or may not update in more detail. I feel very alone, and maybe writing here will help. We'll see

Comments

[rooch]

It's been ages Lain, whats going on?

[userlain]

Lots of, stuff.. bad stuff.. some good, but mostly bad. Not sure if I want to share most of this stuff here. Meh, we will see. I will be on tomorrow for sure around the same time. This computer is lacking the MSN messenger, so I cannot get on right now.

Talk to you soon :)

[rooch]

alright, no worries. Don't feel any pressure to tell me anything uncomfortable, just if you want to get anything off your chest I'm here if you need me. Stay happy!

[userlain]

Well, I guess it doesn't matter that much that people know; almost everyone that matters knows already anyway :P. Ernie broke up with me in November.. I moved in my mother's house two weeks after it happened. I'm getting over it slowly, painfully slow.. I kind of reopened the wound yesterday, since we hadn't exchanged presents for Christmas and all, I decided this last Sunday would be ok. It didn't seem so bad at first but, when we started talking about certain stuff, I knew that there's no way I'm going to be able to see him and his new girlfriend together any time soon. Eventually I'll go hang out with them again, but not within the next 4 or 5 months

[playmaker2]

Glad to see you are still around! Was beginning to worry. Keep your head up, get your new computer, and say hi!

[userlain]

Wow!!! Nice to hear from you!!! How've you been?? I guess you can tell from the above comment that I'm not doing so hot, but I DO have this awesome new LAPTOP!!!! It's an HP and it has lots of cool stuff!! Like a 17inch widescreen!! And umm.. Not sure what the Turion 64 x2 means, but it's supposed to be good, I think :P. I bought the computer without even seeing it first >_

[playmaker2]

Sexy.