"Thinking of you, and wishing you knew"

...you will soon enough.

It never fails that I always come back to this journal when I have nowhere else to turn ( Read more... )

So it's a Thursday night/ Friday morning, the first "weekend" of the new year, and I already can tell that its going to be a battle with the residents.  I just walked past one of the doors, with my name tag on, and this girl pounds on the door, "Let me in!"  So I open the door and say "Go check in", to which she says "Okay" and then tries to walk ( Read more... )

I hate having feelings, and I especially hate when I can't control my feelings.  I have every reason to be happy right now, yet all I do is think of the negatives of the situation.  I don't know why I can't just focus on what is important - that I have found someone to make me happy and that she wants to be with me ( Read more... )

 It's raining again...why does rain always prompt me to write?

What a crazy past few weeks it's been.  This summer has flown by, and I had no idea that I would end up where I am right now.  Work has defined my life, for the most part, but I've come to accept that I am a workaholic, and that I use work to deal with my problems.  We've had so much ( Read more... )

No matter how productive I plan on being on days off, I never accomplish half of my goals.  Maybe I should start making lists like Jan...at least I'd have a list to look at and say "well I didn't do this, and that, or that ( Read more... )

What a crazy past two weeks it has been.  Last Monday I got the call that Adrienne had been in an accident.  It was almost as if I knew before my mom told me...to be honest I've been waiting for the day it happened.  The Jeep was totaled - Adrienne was driving on 700 and went off the road, hit a large rock and the car turned on its side before ( Read more... )

I love rainstorms, especially on hot summer nights.  The smell of rain, the scattered flash of lightning, the strong breeze that carries through our house all seem to erase away the struggles of the day.  I was outside for part of the storm, washed clean of all the dirt and sweat of today.  Bring on the rain, let it wash away all the pains of here ( Read more... )

It always seems to be on the most random days that I am confronted by my past.  Just as I was getting ready for work, the home phone rang.  I had to look twice when I looked at the caller ID; it said Jacque's phone number.  I hestiated answering for a minute, but of course I picked up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hi, I know this is wierd, but when I gave you ( Read more... )

So work has been boring, but it's better than working in a movie theater.  I had 4 days off in a row, now it's back to work tomorrow.  About time too, I was running out of excuses to not mulch the gardens.

I don't feel like writing much today, so I did a survey about my iPod:

How many songs?: 3041

Sort by song title:
First Song: A-500 (Miami Vice ( Read more... )