Scared.. heh.. I never knew what being scared was about until now. For as long as I could remember I have always been afraid I was going to die a tragic death. Now I face the reality of deployment. The reality and possibility I might not make it home alive. Im scared. I spend most of my day pondering if I die... What will it be like for everyone I ( Read more... )

You give love a new meaning to me ( Read more... )

Well as Ive been thinking tonight in class I realize I dont really need a gf in my life. Sure I want one. Doesnt everyone want to be loved? But I need to think about the long run. I need to finish my schooling so I can make better money. I need to concentrate and do good with my work. Get focused and complete what I need. Not to mention Im leaving ( Read more... )

I cant wait till things finally calm down. Im stuck in my 4 hour boring ass class tonight. I dont think most of my classes are stupid but theres just no reason for this class to be 4 damm hours. WOW... Got drill with the marines this weekend I think.. I dont even feel like writing in this anymore.. I never have anything good today.. Life just ( Read more... )

A married woman who said her husband now wanted a divorce passed along these tips to Dear Abby for the not-yet-married. If you see these red flags, she advises you to dump the guy ( Read more... )

This is my first journal entry and im not feeling to well tonight. Today Im wondering where im going to come up with the money for books for school. All my classes this semestar are going to be hard and now i have to worry about the trouble im going to get into when I tell the Marines i lost my id. Speaking of the Marines i hate it. i love you amie