i'm not deleting this, but this will be my last post as USMC VIXEN.

i am changing my name to my handle on FB aswell so that I am even less search-abibble. (if you don't know it, email me. if you don't know that, don't ask). my current privacy settings have a 20+ person "blocked" list, you can not view anything other than my name/picture/location ( Read more... )

 
Woke up to the sunshine this morning, still with the usual panic attack and struggling to get out of bed ... but it was almost peaceful.

I felt like the rays shimmering through my window were calling out to me, inviting me to live and breathe and be.

Meeting W/ Dr. T twice a week to manage the trauma, anxiety, paranoia and depression. I've got ( Read more... )

thrust into an awkward situation (which i'm being repeatedly told would make anyone, male or female, react very similarly) which has brought me a little down lately.

so, ill be out finding the silver lining for a while.

estimated date of return: 6/9/2010

until then, here's a shameless plug for my next show:

BETHESDA LITTLE THEATER PRESENTS
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but when you have this ( schedule )

stop it.
the forest will burn if you keep striking matches.
change of pace tomorrow. everything changes for me tomorrow.
and now, ladies and gentlemen ... thom yorke

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anyone who has met my brown beau knows exactly what i'm talking about.

loving the weather lately - i'll be catching a nice tan soon enough :)

had  a strange dream about visiting ocean city with brit (we took a 4 day trip last week - i swear, near the ocean is where i belong) last night. we were visiting rich relatives that had a beach house, fire ( Read more... )

seriously .. a panic attack about the fucking dog park? what's the worst that will happen?? someone tries to talk to you? kaden gets hurt? (i did have a strange dream last night about a society that had the option to clone certain pets and esentially keep the same (fill in the blank) - and someone gave me a kaden clone as a gift, and i hated the ( Read more... )

The world of the Bible was one beset by terror, when disasters of truly biblical proportions ravaged humanity. It was a time of global flooding, fiery destruction, plagues, earthquakes, killer epidemics, and famine. Are these biblical accounts fact or fiction? We'll explore new and controversial evidence as we seek to learn how ancient ( Read more... )

hey kids,
 so im doing research on nuclear energy - i'll prolly write a paper on it for fun, im good at those.

new album from jonsi coming out 4/6 ... what a creative inspirational life lover. it's like the music melts with the sun on my feet and warms up to my exploding mind, feeding the pink flowers outside the sun room.

i just feel connected ( Read more... )

Busy Little Bee.
So I wrote the ( B.O.D )