Life is wonderful. Horribly hectic but wonderful. I have finally found an incredible person that I love spending every minute possible with ( Read more... )

Lately I've been pretty damn close to quitting my job. What really set me over was when I had a pack of cigarettes stolen out of my purse on New Years Eve. Now I don't even keep shit in my purse when I go to work because I don't trust people. Do I have a feeling that I know who it is? Yes. Am I gonna say anything and call them out on it? Absolutely ( Read more... )

I feel really stupid. This is getting to me so much more than I thought it would. I'm so much more hurt than I was expecting. I don't understand what happened. I fell for the same old shit as before except for this time, it really hurt me. I wish it never started at all. It was nice to be able to talk and it was nice to have someone there for me ( Read more... )

So I love how everyone is telling me it can only get better. It can't get much worse. It could be so much worse.
It can get worse.
It did.
Can I say I'm surprised? Not at all.
I'm tired. I'm fucking tired. I can't take this bullshit anymore.

UGH!
I don't even know what to say. I'm so fucking pissed.
I don't believe I'm letting myself get this

i need to get a new job.
i will miss alot of the people at commerce. there are too many that i feel like i just cannot leave. i love them, they rock.
BUT i hate new people.
plus the fact that there are the select few that i will not miss and can absolutely do without.

i want deb to come back!! :-(

I really don't understand why people find it necessary to lie to me. As if it's really going to be that horrible if they just tell me the damn truth. Apparantly, they think I'm just that stupid that they think that I'm just gonna believe it all and then they get off easy.

I just feel used and hurt.

everything is going wrong.
school. work. everything.

this is supposed to be the best time of the year :-(

SECTION 1 - YOU ( Read more... )

So I'm bored waiting to leave for work ( Read more... )

So it's been a really long time since I've written in this thing. I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )