sometimes I wish we were on speaking terms

watched they fellas play baseball today. my back is still out of wack so I sat this out. it was something like this

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Nick and I got stranded in Lansdale yesterday. We were going to walk home to schwenksville because we couldn't find a ride home so I was like fuck it I'm going to make a facebook post and one of my friends from high school who I haven't seen in years happened to live in Lansdale now and was awesome enough to give us a ride home. There's some hope ( Read more... )

sometimes I think to myself you must be out of your fucking mind, and then I do something crazy and I think you really are out of your fucking mind.

currently jobless, messed up my back skateboarding. I can barely walk and it takes me about fifteen minuets to get out of bed. Crashed my car, sober too. I have no luck. a lot of shit has gone down over the years but I'm pretty sure special K is the best thing that ever happened to me. all the memories are definitely worth what I've been going ( Read more... )

Today might be the happiest day in my life. this really is my year

I think its the bad weather that has made me bummed lately. i told my self yesterday that tomorrow will be better. so far it has been. i need a change though. i need....something. i think i might just be very depressed

just woke up and I feel worse than when I did when I went to sleep. fuck everything. really.. I had it all once.

What a shitty weekend. I just felt so bummed out . Not sure why. Bad luck seems to jsut hang around me. I'm trying to do better. So far i've stopped heavily drinking for a month now and I definitely feel better. Non of the places I've applied to have called me back. well I felt like I had a lot to say but I guess not. banjo is pretty fun. Makes me ( Read more... )

as i was being held down in the muddy water last night about to get my ass handed to me, my only thought was of you and not ever getting to see you again even if for a minute. I may have changed but my feelings haven't.