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creeped out

So this girl i know shana died today in a car accident. it sucks, she was very nice. I met her mom once and she was nice too. shana was the last person i texted before i went to the hospital and i kind of lost touch with her when i started hanging out with becky again . i wish i knew her better, she was nice enough to lend an ear when i needed ( Read more... )

finally moving forward. well with life. looking for a new job. looking for a new band. looking into montco for the summer. last girl that i slept with finally leaving me alone. i'm in a good mood today.

I've been a hunt for a banjo and of course with my luck i go to guitar center and they only have one and its too much for what i want to spend. shit. hung out with mom today and it was actually pretty fun . we got ikea dogs. definitely started looking for another job last week. I hope i hear something soon. honestly my ex was right, i;m miserable ( Read more... )

man I am one fucked up kid

I'm me again after three fucking years. I'm sorry my ex never got to know the real me. but I feel like myself again before all the depression and self loathing. I am a force of nature. I am happy.

its kind of ridiculous. she said to me she felt kind of intimidated by my ex, because shes really really pretty .they had met a few times. I feel like I'll never get out of her shadow. :(

still got it ;)

Show went well, blacked out again. I really dont want to drink anymore :(

Of punching Nick in the face.