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[uugod]

I've been dating caitlin for about 6 months now. one more month and she will have matched my first girlfriends time spent with me. I'm not sure how i feel about that. I've decided that i don't like people really. I don't get along with many of them. Those I do I don't stay in contact with. But honestly, after 6 months of being with one person, I'm

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[edieandandy]

the decision to be with one person for a long time at this age is basically a tradeoff between how much you want to be with them and how much of yourself you want to change/give away. the longer you stay the more you "change". look at your life before, was it better? would you give it all up? i feel like your anxious because youve fallen into something steady and comfortable and now that youre settled its hard to leave but you feel trapped. naturally. human nature.
as far as christianity when i read that i though were almost kidding. you want somebody to enforce beleifs on you? i though you liked uu bc it gave you a sort of freedom, maybe im wrong. dont think im in the place to give you advice anyway, but to me it seems like you just need to do your own thing and not look for some higher power to do the thinking for you. your direction is within you.

[bloodykisses117]

there is something comforting about blind faith. i understand your desire for it. i went to my grandmother's funeral today and i thought about what she believed and what all my relatives believed and i understood why my nonna went to church every sunday while she could, and despite my lack of faith in jesus and an all knowing god, i was comforted myself by the thought of my nonna in heaven with everyone she has lost and all of her self restored to her. there is no religion that i have found that is more comforting when it comes to death then christianity. anyhow... caitlin seemed pretty cool for the 3 minutes or so in which i met her, i'm a bad person to be taking suggestions from, but if i was going to say something, i'd tell you that this may just be a rough patch that you have to wait out, possibly caused by something else in either of your lives. however i really don't know what i'm talking about. so feel free not to listen. ummm yeah... lost my train of thought. peace.