heart broke but thats what i get for givin a shit.

so many changes.

my birthday was amazing.
like the best i may have ever had...no i will say it
IT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY I HAVE EVER HAD.

one day when you let go, things will be unbelievable

i feel lost at sea with no sail.

I WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM

i feel really uneasy right now.
it sucks

it is snowing on my computer as i am typing this
amazing
i dont want to come home

going to tennessee this weekend
i hope we get snowed in

like i have said
NOT FUCKING DEAD YET

i have no self control but why should i
its my life
my life does revolve around me

i am falling faster and faster
but it seems that my chute won't open
speeding faster and faster
towards the earth i fly
heart beats faster and faster
i hit terminal velocity
then i die

from heaven to hell with a first class ticket
where jim morisson and i are gonna kickin it
walking on that burning lake of fire
like a satanic jesus for all to

for once there is only one on my mind