its funny the parallels that college life has to my life at home. I'm sitting in the dark watching shows, waiting for my more beautiful half to call so i don't feel so lonely.

I would like to apologize for my long delayed posts. up until recently there was nothing i could do about it because i didn't have a computer and i was just too damn lazy to hoof it over to the library just to update a livejournal. (not that i update this all that often anyway). but now, I have shelled out the required cash to purchase a shiny new ( Read more... )

at what point does childhood silently slip into adulthood? at what point do you look into the mirror and no longer recognize the person staring back at you? who is that person with the sad eyes, and the strange clothes? whose hands are these, whose life is this? this is my own life now i suppose, which is the difference, and I am awash in the sea ( Read more... )

v1cious? you think I'm v1cious? you don't know what v1cious is!

Which movie was this quote from?

I'd like to point out that i actually changed this one, just went into the code and made my own. its actually from a show, and vicious is the word thats supposed to be there.

seeing as how i haven't been sleeping I've started watching a lot of late night TV. you learn certain things about program scheduals if you stay awake long enough. like that most of the movies worth watching latenight start at 2 and end around four. and that mtv and vh1 really do play music videos if you watch the channel late enough. which brings ( Read more... )

( my xmas stocking )

i think i probably say this ninty percent of the time i post here, but its five thirty and i can't sleep. the end of one phase of my life is rapidly approaching. in fact, its coming up on me so fast its rather uncomfortable. its not as if I'm going to miss a whole lot of things while I'm away at school. aside from katie, theres nothing in my life ( Read more... )

i wonder what the difference is between "can't sleep" and "haven't slept". it's now a quarter past five in the morning and either seems to work for tonight, this morning, whatever. i stayed awake to watch something, and the urge to sleep just never seemed to come over me. I'm tired, i think. weary. but i also feel on edge, like at any moment I'm ( Read more... )

sometimes it just feels like I'm waiting, and i hate waiting. I'm waiting to see katie, who I miss more and more every day. I'm waiting for school to start, and even before that I'm waiting to hear back about my financhal aid. I'm waiting to quit this stupid job, I'm waiting for the time when this writers block will leave me and I'll be able to ( Read more... )

it has occurred to me that people feel they have this strange sort of bond with you if you were both in the same graduating class. regardless of whether or not you were friends, knew the person, or even talked to them, they feel as though you share some sort of connection. I was at the bank the other day, and as i was walking towards my car i ( Read more... )