god only knows why I still love you, you know just how to hurt me.

It's been a long time since I ever felt anything like this. Words from loved ones tend to pierce so much deeper than words from other people because there's no armor to protect you, and they hit in the soft underbelly of your feelings. you spend so long keeping the wolves away from the door its still a surprise to feel their jaws close on your ( Read more... )

somebody is talking about me. isn't that what they say when you sneeze randomly for no reason, that somebody is talking about you? i hope they're saying nice things. life has been pretty basic here. not too much going on. i spend my days either sleeping, talking to katie or reading. little things catch my attention and amuse me. the way my room ( Read more... )

I've always been curious as to what I'd get with that whole anonymous poster thing. so yeah, post something anonymously that you think about me. this is your chance to tell me I'm a jerk.

if you read that last post, disregard it. I'm here for you. until, and when you want to talk.

I love you. I love you for trusting me, and believing me when i tell you that I'll always support you. You came back, and you're amazing.

waiting...for you to come back....

i shouldn't have said anything, i shouldn't have said anything, please don't run away from me.

I need to grow some balls in a quick-hurry, I'm too goddamn sensitive. i understand what she's saying, but it scares me. I went through a phase where i wondered "hmm, i wonder if i could get that girl" but it's a non-issue, becasue i know in my heart of hearts, that even if i chased that girl, even if i had a hell of a time doing it, and even if i ( Read more... )

I'm doing it again. I worry too much. I create problems in my head and I worry about them. When i can't stand worrying about it any more, I talk about it. and when i talk about it, i feel stupid so i apologize for worrying about it, for being upset by it. Then i worry about it again. in the end i get stuck in a cycle of accusatory confessions ( Read more... )