Comments | v1g0r: my niece. rather, my sister and her children

v1g0r

my niece. rather, my sister and her children

Dec 27, 2003 18:59

I don't consider myself the smartest person in the world, but I do think growing up I was a lot smarter than most of the other kids my age, and it was because of my sister. There is a 5 year gap between my sister and I...so she had already gone to school when I first started, and she had already started tutoring with both of my grandparents who ( Read more... )

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Last sizable paragraph... alice_wonderlnd December 28 2003, 00:43:39 UTC

(Yes, joyous occasions of joys for you, I made a crappy little journal thingy. There will be no enteries, however, at least for a long while.)

I understand what you mean, craving stability. Sometimes it seems like it would be so nice to just skip the bullshit and go straight for the things that matter. But really, when you're twenty, most are hitting the frats, trying to get laid. Sometimes you just want to write a little summary of all the things you've been through to distribute upon introduction. It's easier than reliving everything over, stringing together the long lines of incessant sob stories that've made you who you are presently. And all this for some future ideal, which nothing really keeps from you now, but it's just not a socially popular enough option to have much credit. People are strange like that.

Re: Last sizable paragraph... v1g0r December 28 2003, 11:56:30 UTC

strange indeed. i actually have thought about that. writing a ....autobiography? biography? the biography is the one you write yourself, right? or auto. whatever.

pamphlet of the trauma in my life.

its really not necessary though. what has happened to make you who you are isnt important, all that matters is that you ARE. so i just forget. the strings of sob stories are just distant memories. even everything that has happened this past month is fading from my memory, because I WANT to forget. its pointless, self serving drama, and i refuse to support it. i stand alone again, but with a much better outlook on things. just waiting for that day to come.

oh_marilyn December 28 2003, 08:35:44 UTC

everyone that is older seems to say "you're young! have fun!" sure, i'm young, but having fun is tiring. i think romantic comedies have jaded me into finding the perfect guy when he doesn't exist. maybe that's why i hate romantic comedies (well, most of them- when harry met sally is probably the best one).

anyway, i got a ton of DVDs for christmas. we should get together and watch them like the old days. :)

v1g0r December 28 2003, 11:47:27 UTC

Wow, that would be cool. Today was my last day off this week. But maybe one night, mon tues ? CAll me, or ill call you. Maybe when I get home.

oh_marilyn December 30 2003, 21:21:22 UTC

sorry i never called you back. the dramas of my life keep me from calling people and i apologize. hope to talk to you soon.

yodaismydad December 30 2003, 19:19:14 UTC

Aren't smart kids great!? It's almost scary because you can't quite figure out how much knowledge they hide behind their ever-seeking innocent eyes.

they certainly are v1g0r December 31 2003, 11:42:17 UTC

Jonny doesnt hide how smart he is, he almost brags about it. Its really cute when you tell him "oh, youre so SMART!!!"

He blushes and turns his head a little to the side and says "yeah...."

In fact that was his big thing the other night. His favorite phrase was "yeah". It felt nice to have osmebody agreeing with me all the time ^_^