she says shes worried about me. about the drugs, about....me. but shes so far away thats hard to believe. i know im putting holes in my brain, losing my mind a little bit everytime. but thats actually why i started doing them, to forget things. have i forgotten enough? i dont need drugs to forget things. i dont even remember why i do them ( Read more... )

I don't consider myself the smartest person in the world, but I do think growing up I was a lot smarter than most of the other kids my age, and it was because of my sister. There is a 5 year gap between my sister and I...so she had already gone to school when I first started, and she had already started tutoring with both of my grandparents who ( Read more... )

I mean, seriously, does anybody know ( Read more... )

im so alone.

im going now, and i wont be around a computer for a long time ( Read more... )

Humans are like really fancy legos ( Read more... )

So lets take a standing account of my life ( Read more... )

Know all men by these presents that I, the below named depositor, have deposited with the sheriff of lowndes county, georgia the sum listed above as bond amount as security for the appearance of the above named defendant upon the conditions hereinafter set forth. The condition of the above obligation is such taht if the said defendant shall appear ( Read more... )

Ive always been reluctant to have an online journal, because I only ever fill it with trauma and shit that bothers me. In a way, I envy people who can just write whenever it suits them, whether theyre feeling good or bad or whatever ( Read more... )

an irresponsible medium taking advantage of human emotion in a reckless and profane way.