We all know that we're not perfect beings, but it's another thing to be reminded of it every time you look in the mirror.  As I peer into the mirror, I see an actual sign on my face that says, "you're not perfect".  There's a big difference between just knowing you're flawed, but to where red bummps on your face is even harder: "seeing is ( Read more... )

     About 2 weeks ago I went over to Gettysburg for an evening.  My friends and I ate at the cool Irish pub, my favorite place.  After finishing dinner we were going to go on a ghost walk, but the only available one was the walk we had done before.  Instead, we decided to do something different: go on a carriage ride.

The 4 of us got in the ( Read more... )

     How much do we take for granted in our everyday lives?  Many of us turn to the more complex to find happiness, whereas others look for the simple happenings and elements of everyday life, in which they find true happiness.  The reason why this question has surfaced in my mind is because of something that I experienced for no more than 30 ( Read more... )

     Late at night, the words and understanding seem to flow through my mind.  Starring at the ceiling, unable to sleep, my feelings are so loud, distracting me from the silence of complete nothingness.  In these moments, I drape my arm over my teddy bear, wishing that you were here; softly, gentley running your fingers through my hair.  The ( Read more... )

So far apart from one another, Yet we express how we feel, understanding all that comes with it.  We knew there existed something beyond our control, Connections on subjects which no other person would appreciate.  Feeling completely comfortable, sharing things that no one else knows, When we're together, time moves so fast.  Why can't we make it ( Read more... )

     I see you with another girl, I wish time would turn back and you wouldn't have said anything to me about your so called "feelings".  I've been vulnerable for quite some time now, my emotions no longer in check.  I made this into something more than what it should've been.  My emotions have been confused, I don't know what to make of anything ( Read more... )

     ~When Steve and I first broke up, I wrote something in my actual journal that I think a lot of people can identify with.  So, I'm going to share it with all of you....maybe you'll find it useful.~

"Now that the relationship is over, I find happiness very hard to come across.  Many a night, I can't help but cry, no matter how happy I ( Read more... )

     A few weeks ago after my long term relationship just ended, I went to the Chambers Fest with a bunch of my friends.  There, I decided to get a fake tatoo.  It was a Chinese character that meant "lucky".  I didn't realize why I chose it at the time, other then that it looked cool.  So now I'm sitting here giving the subject more thought.

I ( Read more... )

     A person I considered myself "lucky" to have, has decided to throw away a great deal of trust that I had in him.  I guess now know where I stand in his mind.  It feels like he doesn't respect me enough as a friend to be true to previous plans we had.  All this because he feels that a prospective girlfriend is more important.  To me, if this ( Read more... )

     ~This was something that I wrote in my own notebook a few days back.....and thought I should share it with you all~

Now a days, the value of a simple notebook, has much to be desired to many.  These past few weeks, sometimes the only thing I've had to rely on is this notebook.  Although the last entry touched the depth of my feelings for ( Read more... )