I'm so confused. I have no idea what's going on with things right now. NO IDEA. I don't know what to think, what to do.

Ya know how you put that "guard" up so you don't get hurt? Well, I let that down for the first time in a long time about 3 or 4 months ago. Yep, needless to say I've put it back up.  It's up more than it was then... if that makes ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a pretty awesome day! Nicole and I started out shopping. We ended up at her house getting ready to go out and to eat dinner! We got all hot and whatnot and then headed to Ana's birthday party at some bar. We stayed there til about 10:30. Then we left to get some alcohol to take with us to Emerald. We made there by 11:15 I think. I ( Read more... )

Why do I overanalyze things? Why? I don't understand. I'm glad I have Kim to keep my head on straight. I don't know what I'd do without that girl. It's weird really, our situations are totally different, yet we always have the right advice for each other. Man, her and I talked on the phone for a long time today! We've gotta make up for missed ( Read more... )

ABOUT YOU

Name : Amanda

Nickname (s): Renee

Age : 18

Hair Color : brown with blonde

Natural Hair Color (if different) : brown

Eye Color : greenish brownish greyish

Height : 5' 2

Righty/Lefty :Righty

Innie/Outtie : Outtie

Birthplace: oakwood hospital

Sign: gemini

Glasses/Contacts/": both, but 99% of the time contacts

Birthmarks: on my butt and ( Read more... )

yeah it's by billy Currington. whatever.

A few things have happened lately, lets see..

Of course I've been working and whatnot, I need the money I guess you could say. But I don't mind b/c it's not a bad place to work. I gave away my Saturday night shift, I don't know if that was wise on my part or not but oh well it's over and done with now.

I got my hair done on Saturday, highlighted. ( Read more... )

Well, I finally got to see Shane last night after not seeing him for over a week! And I have to admit, I was missing him pretty bad. I didn't get out there til 9ish or something so we just watched tv, Laguna of course, and then went to bed. It was nice to sleep next to him again  : )    Today I came home when he left for work b/c I had class at 11 ( Read more... )

100 QUESTIONS!!

H a v e y o u e v e r. . .

01. Fallen for your best friend? nope
02. Made out with JUST a friend? yeah
03. Been rejected? yeah
04. Been in love? hmmm i dont really know
05. Been in lust? yeah
06. Used someone? never
07. Been used? of course
08. Cheated on someone? never
09. Been cheated on? of course
10. Been kissed? yeah
11. Done something you ( Read more... )

31 QUESTIONS

1. ARE YOU OVER 18?
Yeah

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
Nextel

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
nope

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
Im too tired for this

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
my cell

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
depends i guess

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
just being me i guess

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE ( Read more... )

I really need to learn how to keep this thing up to date! Well, lately I've been working and going to school. Famous Dave's is awesome I couldn't ask for a better job or better people to work with. I've been doing good in school except for the fact that I've had a lot of migraines lately and they've gotten me behind. They've been a lot worse lately ( Read more... )