once again, i've been incredibly busy with prom stuff, work and etc. i've decided that it is truly better to be alone in life becuase its better than being hurt by someone new every month. maybe i just throw my feelings out there too easily, but who knows. i wish i could just find someone accepting of everything i do and want to do in life. more ( Read more... )

WELL. its been quite some time since ive written in this. Ive been so fucking busy lately or i would write more often.so heres a basic update of whats happened these past two weeks...

Kydee doesnt like me and she isnt going to leave dan, i should have known.

Im never going to fall in love.

Prom will still be DOPE.

nothing more.

<# Kyle

so i asked kydee royston to prom and she said yes. im really excited because our pictures will be HOT, plus im totally in love with her so its amazing. well maybe not in love, but i do like her. now all i have to do is go buy my suit and im ready. TAH DAH.

prom is in one month and two days. do i know who im going to ask? nope. notta. no ideas. i mean, there are plenty of people not going yet, but i dont know if their people i'd want to ask to my senior prom. there is so much to think about in the next month. so im not sure what im gonna do about any of that. i have to go uy my Dulce and Gabana suit ( Read more... )

hmm. im sitting in 5th period listening to the bravery online. theyre amazing. simply amazing. i met a new girl and her name is jena. i'll tell more about her later.

so alot has happened over the last few days. friday was th ebeginning of spring break, which was good until about 12 pm. first, steven and brooks and i got arrested down on cedar grove road for "intent to race" FUCK POLICE. then, on the way home around 3, brooks, who has no license, crashed his moms car into a fucking swamp. GAY. FUCK. IM DONE.

i know what i want. and her name starts with a B.

hmm. its thursday, at 6:03 pm. ive accomplished more today than any other day in my life. well i should say in the last twenty four hours i suppose. since yesterday at 4:30, i have toured and signed up for the Gene Juarez academy of beauty in federal way. yep, thats right, im going to be a master stylist and colorist. i start on august 30th, 2005. ( Read more... )

im single.

i dont know what to do with myself.

who's getting drunk this weekend?

i am.

everyone should call me.

all at once.

who's going to the talent show on friday?

i am.

everyone should go.

but not all at once.

who's buying me a birthday present.

no one.

fuckers.

ever since my dad adopted the "my way or the highway" path of life, our views and ideas have collided with one anothers. he doesnt really like or approve anything i do and it really sucks becuase he isnt supportive or anything. its all negative energy coming from him ALL the time. i dont know what i want out of life.

i dont know if i want to go to ( Read more... )