Knew This Was Coming

[vagabondage]

There is no easy way to say this, so, as always, I'll just lay the cards on the table. I saw my oncologist today, and I am now at the end stage of this journey. For the first time, I asked for her to give me numbers, and she said she didn't know, that my body would tell us that. We are talking months, most likely. She said I should go for the

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[gwyn_r]

My heart is breaking. I'm sending you all the soggy, wet, Northwest rain-soaked hugs I can, and will also send some treats along, because I totally understand that urge. (And I'm also gonna keep crossing everything for that trial.)

[vagabondage]

This is me, hugging you like mad. I'm okay, I'm in a good emotional and head space, and I' ve got the best support around.

[heresluck]

A little something is going in the mail to you this afternoon. It's not the same as an in-person hug -- and I will try like hell to get down to Chicago for one of those in the next few weeks -- but I hope that it will make you smile. I love you.

[heresluck]

Expect a weirdly squishy padded envelope to arrive on Saturday. ♥

[klia]

This news just makes me so, so sad. And, I have to admit, really fucking angry. I can't believe cancer is stealing yet another lovely, amazing spirit away from the world. It just sucks so incredibly hard.

Wishing you all the best WRT the clinical trial, and sending you love and a ton more virtual hugs. {{{you}}} ♥ ♥ ♥

[vagabondage]

Sad and angry are absolutely the appropriate emotions here.

::tons of hugs::

CHOCOLATE!

[ride_4ever]

Be watching your gmail for a gift card from Vosges Chocolatiers!

RE: CHOCOLATE!

[vagabondage]

OMG YOU ROCK! That was so much fun, THANK YOU!!!

[amilyn]

Your grace and equanimity and determination to live EVERY ONE of your moments is something that always lifts my spirits. I'm so proud to know you...and I'm glad you'll be here for every one of those days that you have left.

*hugs*

[vagabondage]

Wow, thank you so much for those beautiful words and emotions.