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I HATE YOU ( Read more... )

LCHRIS IS A FUCKING IDIOT.
CHRIS IS WEAK AND PATHETIC.
IN LOVE? GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.
NO ONE LOVES YOU YOU FUCKING WHORE.
THEY JUST USE YOU AND LAUGH AT YOU.
LEAD YOU ON CUZ YOUR PATHETIC AND KEEP COMING BACK FOR MORE.
HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOT.
NO ONE DOES.

today wasn't such a good day ( Read more... )

Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the best and leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or ( Read more... )

today i have to go with dom to a family christmas thingy with his family ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking sorry.
i'm so fucking sorry.
i'm so fucking sorry.
how could this make you not trust me, though?
how could this fuck everythign up?
joshy, i fuck up my age all the time.
all the fucking time.
and i said i don't talk to anyone about this because you HATE talking about it.
you fucking hate it.
and i need people to talk to.
i NEED to talk about ( Read more... )

i see that boy but no one els sees him.
he stands ther nd looks at me nd dusnt say nything.
hes scarey i want him to go away.

bad mood today ( Read more... )

found $300 and a note in my pocket.
i hate that this body isn't mine alone and i can't control what they do with it.
i don't wanna be a whore any more.
i'm so fucking sick of this.