i could ask myself a million times how i let things get this far. how things got so out of hand.i could ask myself a million times why... but none of those would give me a decent answer. i have let go of you. and i have moved on. every time i think of good memories they do nothing but hurt. every time i think of you it does nothing but hurt. i die ( Read more... )

i have been feeling extremly down lately. just really upset and depressed. not like anyone would really notice because no one is ever around to see. because no one is there when i shut myself up inside and cry for hours on in. im tird of feeling this way. and i know i have gotten so fed up with feeling how i do. im slowly learning to not care. like ( Read more... )

james has started working. i never really see him any more...i miss him soo much... i think about him all day.about how his day is going . what he is up too. just everything. i love him.

i finally found out when my last period was
july 31st. i went to a web site to see how far along i am.

Your baby will be born on or around Monday, May 7, 2007.

You are 9 weeks pregnant.