damn you Jessica, that I am updating this shit from someone else's house. Well I make this quick. My interviews went fine axcept that these people want second interviews, for what fucking reason I don't know why. I cannot afford to fly back out here evry damn month to see if someone may want to hire me. Hire me dammit, If you want me tell me to ( Read more... )

I'm having mixed emotions about this California trip, I'm not going to lie. I had a small altercation with my cousin with whom I'm staying with. She mistook one of my e-mails as me having "an attitude". I basically said if she could not pick me up from the airport, just to let me know and I can find another way. She said the only reason she said ( Read more... )

Here at work on a Saturday. Everything about that statement seems wrong. This is my day to go grocery shopping, sleep, catch up on my Newlywed and Ashlee Simpson reruns, but alas Mike actually made me come to work from 12-4 ( Read more... )

You ever have one of those days that you just hate everything. You don't get this way until you're really broke. My time usually comes when I'm really broke and I know I have time off coming up, so instead of writing a long post that Jessica despises I'll just make a list ( Read more... )

I'm glad that the title of my last post has sparked a trend. At this point I felt that Trina needed to start posting via webcam. 1 week and counting until California, finally. I'm freaking out so much that I'm starting to breakout, and considering the way my hair looks right now, I don't want the employers who graciously agreed to interview my ( Read more... )

I have so much crap to do this week its not even funny. Carl's wedding is on Saturday, still have to cough up money for a wedding gift, and gas for the (gasp) 3-hour trip. I honestly don't want to go, but Carl would actually be disappointed if I didn't ( Read more... )

So I have been bitching forever about moving to California. I get the green light from my cousin that I can sleep in her extra bedroom job or no job, so I immediately think yes, I'm outta this bitch, but I had this overwhelming need to talk to my parents about it. Even though they can be overprotective, they do give good advice ( Read more... )

I mini-updated the site. its a bull shit update, but I'll do the whole thing when I'm in a better mood. I feel like shit today.

This weekend was weird. Me and Mike left at 4:00 in the morning to go to an audition in Atlanta. It was an open casting call that was supposed to start at 10. we hot there at 8:30 and it was still around 200-300 people already in line. We did not get seen until around 3:00. Some people were really good and some were really bad. I mean two ( Read more... )

I think that I have come up with an actual, comprehensible plan for moving. I don't want to jinx it by talking about it, but I had an actual moment of clarity last night while sitting wallowing in my depressed state. I won't say what it is, but it actually involves quitting the poll. This has been the hardest thing I had to do, and I never thought ( Read more... )