I am so depressed. I have an audition next week in Atlanta that I need to get, because if I don't I feel that there is no need in continuing this acting career thing. A cousin I haven't talked to in years who lives in Riverside called me last night, it was so nice of her to call me, she made me even more depressed that I am here and not there. Her ( Read more... )

10:30 am until 9 pm. no break. That's what time I am at the poll. Mike went home sick, didn't come back. I got screwed. I am so leaving at 4:30 tomorrow. I am in disbelief that i did this. But unfortunately when your a supervisor, this is the crap you have to go through. especially no that I am leaving, I am trying to stay on Mike and Debra's good ( Read more... )

I see that 1/2 the people who said they were going bowling this weekend did not show up (lindsey and erin this means you), too bad we had fun. Fredrick and Charles ended up kicking our asses though> Frederick said that he couldn't bowl. Usually its the main ones who say thay they can't do something always end up being the biggest liars..mmmm ( Read more... )

Today was a much better day than yesterday, I'm still having severe financial trouble, but I feel that I have more of a handle on it now as opposed to before. I feel better, not good, but better. It hit me today that I am utterly horrible at budgeting my money. I don't even try to because I have always felt it was stupid. I believe in living my ( Read more... )

Work has been kicking my ass for the last two weeks. Yes, I have said it, and I have never said it before, and I thought I would never say it. I believe its the lethal combination of ignorant people that we call, something always screwing up on the program, dealing with the people down the hall, my boss being the most stressed I have ever seen him ( Read more... )

one of my jobs that I applied to in california called Debra and Mike to do a reference check on me. I hope they are not pissed, the last thing that they need in the midst of this chaos is finding out I'm leaving. Mike and Debra kind of know I'm leaving, but nothing has been set in stone. That's one thing about this job that I hate, it breaks my ( Read more... )

I will not be here on Monday, the 21st because I'm going to the doctor. (I know again) Don't worry, I'm okay, but today I'm going to find out what's wrong with me. These appointments have been wearing me out, but hopefully this doctor will give a me a straight answer. I really hope its nothing serious, but I just don't like talking about it very

I really like coming in at 10:00 in the morning and leaving at 6:00. I feel like there's more to do during the day and for the first time in about 1 year, I feel like I had a full day. I went to bed early and although I woke up 30 minutes late and had no time to put on makeup. I still got Hardee's breakfast..... nice. I had time to do some grocery ( Read more... )

Surprisingly busy for a supposed to be unbusy weekend. I had to get up and go to work Saturday morning, so as a result I couldn't go to sleep Friday night. (My body does not like being told what to do and when to do it, not my brain, just my body). So I am laying in the bed watching Nick at Nite when someone bangs on the door at 12:30, I look ( Read more... )

I updated my site finally, I didn't put as much info on there as I would like too, but its okay. All dedicated to J-lo as I promised. I going to go back in a minute and put up a wedding photo.