havent updated in awhile....and now that i am i dont really have time i gots work
just letting everyone know im still alive haha if you care
<3

a big part of me still hurts....ALOT.
there is no sense in trying to deny it, you can see it in my eyes, i miss him.
im happy but i will never be the same. meh

my friend wrote this about someone he loved....it reminded me of dan....its true.

"In every life there is one great love...and one truly unforgettable heartbreak."

i know you are reading this.......i love you.....

i have no serving experience what so ever, but this little restaurant i used to host at gave me references saying i did, so batta bing batta boom i got a serving job at a really busy chilis in aliso viejo. im stoked! im going to make so much effing money :)

i want to hang out with melissa..................argh <3 ( Read more... )

its hard to say that i was wrong ( Read more... )

im not going to cry
im not going to cry
im not going to cry

please dont make me cry

im back, im alive and im dating. i miss dan but matt<3 is helping me to get over him. i must admit its scary and really hard for me to admit that dan is becoming a thing of my past, but ive been so unhealthy for so long being depressed about dan that i need this. for my health, for my heart. matt is a great guy and im excited to see where my life ( Read more... )

it isnt that mommy didnt want you....it isnt that daddy didnt care
its just that we couldnt give you what you deserved
and that wouldnt have been fair.....................

shes an extraordinary girl ( Read more... )

im hurting so bad and you are causing this.........make it stop